Paranoia is in bloom ♥

Monday, November 10, 2008
Goodbyes and Funerals.@12:01 AM

"If only I had someone."


Lately, I've been over dramatic, maybe it's because I've not yet slept for 5 days? no, 4 only, Haha, but I do take naps, 15 minutes max. So anyways, I have no problems with that kind of "rest" as long as I'm alive, It's okay, maybe not, I don't really know.

There are just so many things that are happening that makes me wanna explode into pieces (probably die) So yeah, there.

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Okay, that was so EMO-ish =))
I was just having my hysterics, WHUUUT? =))
See, I'm naturally happy, well they say but I really don't show people the other side of me, the sad that is so dramatic, and pretty much loves death to kiss her. Haha, maybe yeah :))
Okay, I think I'll stop this "drama" now, before it gets worst :))

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I'm so tired, I hate going to funerals, they make me so tired and I can't really go to sleep. Like I seriously want to rest but theirs like something, energy - I think, that suddenly gives me enough strength and energy, and so yeah it's creepy, I shall stop. Haha.
So there, we stayed there (with the dead) the whole day, we didn't actually intend to stay there, unfortunately, It rained bloody hard and so we can't find a cab nearby and we were stranded and they just let us stay there, (with the dead) -- I feel that I'm so being mean right now, Haha >:)

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I have nothing else to say. (For myself)

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This is for Mis,
I so totally forgive you! And I was just upset that's all and I'm not mad and I want to say sorry for all the suckish things that I said, you didn't deserve that, I was so eaten up by my frustrations, I'm so very sorry. Please Forgive me :( There, I'll always be your friend :) ALWAYS -remember that, please.
P.S = This is a PUBLIC APOLOGY. Haha, you wanted this, right?

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I just realized that I can't live without my music. okay, This should not be further be discussed.

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I think I'm drunk. Haha. I don't know, I'm feeling all dancey-ey =)) Okay, maybe I'm drunk... Cause I'm speaking in English and I know that I so have errors and I don't care because, I don't =))

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I'm still feeling that idiotic feeling of JEALOUSY.

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There.

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