useless, pathetic crap.

1. Pathetic Bestfriend.
- As much as the word bestfriend implies on being always there for your bestfriend, giving her the right advices, helping her make the right decisions, and all that good bestfriend factors. Well, as Pathetic as I can be, I fail. I'm such a stupid bestfriend. I can't even help her right now. I'm mad at myself because as much as I want to help her, I'm making things much more worst for her.

2. Pathetic Husband.
- I can't even help my own wife. I know that she has so many things right now and the truth is, I'm hurt also. You don't know how much I'm hurt. I don't want to see you like this. I want you back. The jolly, carefree person I loved from the very beginning. You know I love you and I want to be here with you whenever you need me. I'll always be here to listen to you.

3. Pathetic Advicer.
- I'm no good at this and I really don't understand why I dared to try. I just screwed up.

4. Pathetic Friend.
- Really. I can't even deffend my friend, I can't help heal her wounded heart or at least ease her pain.

Why Why Me?
I guess that I'm this Pathetic to be so naive and unsensitive, selfishness really got over me.

Nothing. I guess everyone would be happy if I just disappear and never come back.