Sunday, April 19, 2009
I still Love her No matter how many times she hurts me.@12:52 AM

Once again, she manages to kill me.
After that tragedy with that stupid (GAY!) Inkheart dude,
another "Dude" makes the move. "The Move" T-H-E M-O-V-E.
The freakin' dudes name is: Ian Somerhalder.
He was Boone in "Lost" and now, he shoots Vampire Diaries in Vancouver.
-leaves-
-comes back-
-scratches damn leg, cause it's freakin' itchy and it's fuckin', irritating-
-notices that she is still typing this damn blog entry-
So yeah, going back...
I never watched "Lost" (nor do I plan to) and yeah, it's my first time to hear about that upcoming movie, "Vamp Diaries"...
Here's my say:
Honestly speaking, This Ian guy looks "hunky" (?!) [well, compared to that (GAY!) Inkheart dude, who's name is not to be mentioned]
Going back, um, ... I think he's not gay. Though, I saw one picture that definitely made him look like a freakin' gay man.


So... I'm not completely mad (but I'm definitely mad alright) It's just that, these couple of weeks... (since AG's in LA--then in VanVan...) I think that... She just likes to hang-out with "Gays" I mean, men-who-disguises-themselves-as-hunks I mean, Men. (In particular) Haha! [That was tough, trust me] ANYWAYS... I believe that no matter how many times she hangs out with them or any othe man, I STILL LOVE HER.
-I'm a Martyr- no, I'm a sucker for her. That's what it is. I just really love, her. HAHA! -I'm going crazy now-


Yeah, see. I'm terribly heart broken right now. Honestly speaking, I spent one whole day contemplating -- yeah, I was actually weighting in possibilities. Maybe, someday, I get the chance to meet and greet her. What could I possibly say to her?! --"Hey! Ashley, I'm your NUMBER ONE FAN no I mean LOVER no, I mean SUPER FAN!" -faint- Maybe, I'll never even get the chance to greet her cause I'll suddenly DIE in there, in front of her. I think, I can't handle seeing her. I... IDK. I'm confused. Ofcourse I can't tell her that I love her, Goodness, she might call the police of kick me, or be disgusted, or bite me ;)) (Well, it's 101% fine with me if she bites me, I would even volunteer myself) =)) Well, yeah. I'm going berserck. I'm actually going nuts. -sigh-

So soft and so tragic as the slaughterhouse
She pressed the knife against your heart
And say that "I Love You" so much you must kill me now.
I Love You so much you must kill me now.



This is so funny, Right now, I'm considering my "rivals" =)) LOL.

Anyways, I know here's something from AG =)) It's very timely that she talks about "Prom" This year we'll have our Prom... um is this coincidence or faith? =)) (Here I go again, imagining things) =))



Deeming Virgin
Resurrection

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