Yeah.
Abandonedmyself.
Abandonedlife
Abandonedisthemosttypicalfeelingthatburstsinsideofme.MaybeI'mexaggerating,
Maybethisisrational,I'mbeingMethistime,nofalsepretenses,nomasks,nohiding,
maybethistime,I'mbeingreal.Butthetruthis,Ihateit.Ifeelsoclaustrophobic,
itcreepsoutthelivinghellinsideme,it'sthefeelingofselfejection.
Noamountofinnocencetakesplace,noforceofselfintuition,
noblazetofightallthsenegativity.
NOTHING.

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These past few nights, I've been crying a lot. I don't know where those damn tears come from, but it seems that they can't just stop flowing down my cheeks, I try to fight it, but it seems that I'm weak, weak that I can't even fight a tear from falling.

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Scary, isn't it?

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Are you afraid?

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-breathe- Okay now, something light. Haha.




Now, are you afraid?

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Haha.