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Thursday, May 21, 2009
Got a Case of A LOVE Bipolar.@12:19 AM

Bipolar Disorder or other wise known as Manic Depression in simple non-scientific words is all about mood disorders.

Signs and Symptoms:
  1. EPISODES. (In translated terms, in a minute you cry then you laugh then all of a sudden your all suicidal. YEAH)
  2. Depressed living thing.
  3. Changes clothes every 5 minutes.
  4. Calls everyone she knows and talks about random things that they are not interested with.
  5. Blogs about his/her craziness.
  6. Listens to Katy Perry's songs and then thinks it was Britney Spears she heard.
  7. Watches TV without noticing it.
  8. Burns up his/her sofa.
  9. Writes things (Composes songs, writes letters, make fiction stories, ...) and then goes crazy and burns them up.
  10. Obsesses with someone he/she knows can never like he/she back.
  11. Wastes his/her time contemplating.
  12. Thinks of committing suicide using his/her newly sharpened pencil.
  13. Too tired to sleep.
  14. Agrees with the lyrics of "Never Again" by Kelly Clarkson. -- I know, it's old but what the heck.
  15. Takes a bath at 3 in the morning and then tries to make his/herself dirty again just to have an excuse of taking a bath once more.
  16. Hallucinates, A LOT.
  17. Drinks beer in the morning and then asks for coffee at around ten in the evening.
  18. MOPES around like a jackass.
  19. Wishes that he/she could just vanish like WOAH.
  20. Does not want to see the sun rise.
Um, this only applies to crazy shizzness like ME. Got that? Well. Yeah. But LOVE BIPOLAR is another thing. Okay? Hope that was clear enough :D

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WEEEEEEEE! Finally.P.S I'm not excited. GOT IT? ;) I'm winking promise.
P.S.S WOW! I really believe in steroids now, they actually work! =)) *Just look at Taylor i mean Jacob. MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! >:)
P.S.S.S Photoshop really does create wonders. xD TeeHee.

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Um, due to my manic attacks and self-conscious thoughts that's been bothering me... I think I should share some things that I observed about me that is totally creeping me out and naturally, surprises me.
1. I'm having problems with coherent thoughts.
2. I'm dying to tell someone what I really feel, NO NOT ROMANTIC THINGS but I think I need some clarification/s about our relationship as friends or rather, yeah friends. -sigh-
3. I'm watching Gossip Girl and thank heavens that I'm not turning into a xoxo victim. Just watchin' I like Rufus and Lily =)) Kidding :p
4. I'm craving for everything UBE! Srsly. Like WOAH craving!
5. I'm an obsessive stalker and BELIEVE me this time.
6. I'm beginning to be a drama queen.
7. I crave for company like I can't focus on something, I need to talk to someone. Well I can keep my mouth shut if I have a book in hand.
7. I'm developing SUPER BAD HABITS.
8. I'm hating relatives more than I should.
9. I'm afraid to meet a certain "friend" because I don't want us to feel awkward but I can't think of not feeling awkward. I'm trying to patch that hole that has been pierced during the short ending of the sophomore slump but I think I'm just, ... I don't really know.
10. Fine, I admit it, I'm really an obsessive /repulsive twihard/twilighter. I can't resist it now. I really can't turn my back at it, I've been trying but I can't really. It's very hard especially when there are people with you in your addiction. HUHU but I'm happy. being an addict that is

AND HONESTLY I STILL CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I STILL TALK A LOT. OBVIOUSLY. :|



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