First. SORRY.
Second. I hate myself for hurting you so much. I'm a Pathetic Person, I hurt the ones I love the most.
Third. You are not at fault, I'm the one who caused you all the pain. I'm the murderer here.
Fourth. I'm the one who needs to be forgiven. Do You Forgive me?
Fifth. It's really hard to distance myself away but I'm granting you what you want. I want to respect your decision, if you need space then I have nothing against that. Even thought its really hard.
Sixth. I wanna Thank you. Thank you for this, thank you for everything, Thank you for being honest with me, It really means a lot. You've thought me so much, you made me see things differently. You made me realize that I'm weak, weak in a good way. Now I understand myself better. Thank you. Really.
Seventh. I MISS EVERYTHING.
Eight. I know that I'm really being selfish. Forgive me.
Ninth. I still have that faith in me that we COULD fix this. I know that we can.
Tenth. I'm not giving up.

I'm being annoying, I know. But this time, I cannot let this stop everything that we've been through. I'm sorry if you think that I'm being irrational. But I do want to fix this. At least erase every hate, anger or whatever negative emotion there.

Once again, I'm sorry.
Sorry if this is the only thing that I can do for you right now.

I know, WE can do this.
I believe.