Paranoia is in bloom ♥

Thursday, April 2, 2009
Since Yesterday Was Only A Dream.@11:55 PM

ARG. Why does your name always have to appear on something? somewhere? someplace? E.V.E.R.Y.W.H.E.R.E. Why? :(( I'm freakin' missing you and then this? It Hurts. BIG TIME.
The sad part is, I can't even talk to you, like open like you know, a chat box. Simple, type some words then get carried away and have another unforgettable chat. --That we used to do, but now... It seems that I can't do it. Like there's this thing. I can't even explain it. And this time, NO ONE understands. It's hard. I want to tell you how much I miss you but then there's this something going on inside of me, in my head, a voice that somehow manages to ruin things up like, ... I fear that whatever happened left that sort of stain in our friendship. Like, ... I can't even send you freakin' message without hesitating.

I know.
I really tend to over-react. Well this is in fact, over-reacting
but I guess I do need to do this. I've been keeping this inside
like in forever already. and, and I really can't stand it anymore
well, not really but if you know what I mean, like.. (okay this just
proves that I'm no good at words or whatev)
Just, I just wanna say...
SORRY.
like really, really.

One more thing, I really, really MISs you. (well, I really MISS three of my dear ones)
Oh by the way, It's been like hell. Can't we like communicate without the awkwardness?
ktnxbye.

P.S - Sorry for the early drama. I'm begging to be this pathetic drama queen now by the way.

Deeming Virgin
Resurrection

THIS REQUIRES FOCUS.
Different
Names
for the
Same
Thing